Sometimes, I enjoy the blankness of heart – a complete “numbness” at heart. Mind doesn’t prefer thinking, and body feels relaxed.
I am not sure if this is perfectly normal or no, but the feeling is splendid.
I tend to do all the chores, normally and without any rebellion, which I otherwise despise.
While my mind feels like a plain canvas, I don’t prefer to interact much. I like to be home, doing my chores, or, working in office, at my desk, soaked in work and only work.
I rarely experience this state of mind, but when I do, I just love it.
Today is one of them!
This may not interest you much. But, the point that I am trying to make here is that sometimes meditation is very important to relax our restless minds. In meditation, as you know, we control our thoughts – during this experience, I do the same, but only sub-consciously.
It is a beautiful discovery about myself that I made recently. And, I am glad that I did. In the end, I am more at peace and more with myself. What more can I ask for, in my life, which is nothing less than a “rat marathon”, chasing money, position, and other countless personal desires.